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eighteen! today!

eighteen years ago, on this very day, at 0604h (cool right, i was born on 060490 at 0604h), i was born into this world. ?? haha. eighteen years, that sounds like a super long time..

haha. my last birthday party with non-family members was in P4 i think. in P5 i lost my pager and the penalty was no birthday party for me. or something like that. and from then on i never had birthday parties.. lol. yeah so today's lunch was a total SURPRISE for me. planned by pamtheham! (thanks pammie!) hhaha. still can't quite believe that happened, but anyways it was really cool (: thanks to all the hc cross girls for your present/s/ce! so cool, so cool. :D :D and they all wore dresses! ahha. yay!

reading session was really fun too, cos i managed to get their attention and they seemed to have learned stuff so that made me happy (: plus my bro got them to sing me a birthday song haha so it was really cute.

proceeded to jelita to get my frizzy mane cut cos it's been getting rather heavy.. it's strange how hairdressers seem to have this compulsion to iron my hair after they've cut it. i mean.. i used to enjoy it way back when i hated my curls a lot but now i'm sort of bo chap about it, so i get quite annoyed when they iron it! cos my head feels hot when they're done and i can't tell if they've done a good job with my hair cos it's straight and i don't know what it's gonna look like when it's in its standard state (lol). yeah so this lady ironed my hair again. and she shrieked at the sight of my pimply forehead and told me to put ice cold cucumbers on my face before bed. HAHAHA. after telling mummy this mummy scolded me for scratching my pimples heehee. (i scratch my pimples when i'm stressed..haha) YES. so anyways, i think she cut it too short and tmr when i wash my hair i'm going to have a horrid time trying to tie it. then i'll look like i have a stub on my head again. boohoo. nvm. all in the name of a cooler experience during runs...

YAY so anyways, THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SENT ME BIRTHDAY WISHES AND ALL (: it's been a memorable birthday and i am dreading thinking about tmr (i.e. my "unbirthday", as mummy calls it) ESP pammiez and the hc cross ctry girls! thanks for the surprise! i was really surprised! :D and it was really fun (:

haha. cross country nationals are looming and i am dreading thinking about it. many reasons for this but i shan't go into detail. so.. i have come up with a list of things to look forward to after xctry nat'ls!
1. no more training!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
2. more discretionary time!
3. bike rides!
4. swims!
5. NO MORE workouts/salt/weights/etc YAY.
6. meeting sianying on the 30th!
7. more free slots to spend with potential study buddies!
8. no more training!!!!!!!! hallelujah.

:D i am actually very sian thinking about tmr but nvm i must enjoy..this day only comes once a year :D slack and be merry for tmr i die.

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